This is what I want

1. I want to delete my Facebook account because I dislike seeing people posting obscene posts (which should really be banned from Facebook)
2. Likewise, I want to delete my Instagram account because I dislike envying my friends or being jealous for rotting in Singapore while they get to explore the other parts of the world and eat really good food that I can't afford. Why are you guys so bloody rich???
3. My Twitter account should be deleted too because it is not a social media to me. I mean it seems like I talk to myself rather than use it to interact with others.
4. I wish to have girlfriends. Actually, it is not really what I want because I still can't get along with any girls. I don't do fashion, make up or cute guys. So let's strike out point 4.
5. I wish to have a guy best friend. Well, I really have much more guy friends than girl friends but I don't have a best friend yet.
6. Adding on to point 5, I wish that my boyfriend will be a little less strict with me so that I can mingle with my guy friends, in the 'friend' way.
7. I want a long break. YES.
8. I want to learn how to let go of things I shouldn't hold on to so that I can really move on with my life. I hate being stuck here in the same position as you.
9. I want to watch a movie ALONE but I fear people in the cinema will find me rather pathetic.
10. I want to be a little more outgoing so that I can act interested in conversations.

10 points that I want after 6 months of 2014! HELLO JULY, SOON.

Starbucks after work

COFFEE IS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

One of the places where I would always go to calm my mind is the beach. I love the beach so so so much. But the weather here in Singapore and the distance from my house to the beach (East Coast) are preventing me from making a trip down.

I had this crazy idea today, or maybe quite a few weeks ago that maybe... yoga will be the next big thing. But I can't imagine myself doing weird positions at home. Hmm...

I want to cry so badly because I feel so depressed and I want to cry even more because I realised that I have no one to share my sadness with. Not that I do not have friends who do not care, I may sound like a bitch here, but I'd want to share my sadness with someone who can provide me advice only. I don't want a listening ear who gives crappy advice when they are not even able to solve their problems. I am sorry, but it is true.

I feel trapped in a bubble and I don't know how to get out )'=

A kind of happiness

A classic kind of happiness is when I take my medical leave for no reason on a working day so that I can hug myself to sleep the whole day, munch on chips and call myself a fat ass. (Not that I really care about myself being a fat ass)

Yup. Waiting for my happiness right now.

Ridiculously Happy

Because if games are the only connection that we have, then I think the both of us are pathetic. When either you or I grow older and it is time to leave, I can't imagine how much pain we will cause each other. I genuinely adore our friendship but I know it is not something that will last. I have less friends because I don't want to force myself to maintain a hi-bye friendship with the ones whom I know will never stay in my life forever. But you, are the only exception, and I can't believe I allow myself to hurt us this way.

There are countless of times when I tend to wonder who you are to me. Till now, I have no answer and I wonder if you feel the same. But deep down, I know we secretly do know.

HEEHEE

I want to post about the last lap of Poly a.k.a. Graduation Day so badly but I feel so tired that I almost drop dead when my head touches the pillow every single night. And now I am lying here after a hilarious conversation with my little bro, who is not my real brother, and he is damn annoying because he always contact me only when I am about to sleep. Idiot.

But I feel so happy right now and I think I will find myself smiling like an idiot everyday.