"Get me out of this cavern or I'll cave in"

Too much caffeine

Thinking that gulping down a can of coffee to study the whole night was really naive of me because VMAs distracted me for the whole night and I didn't really study much. And thinking that I should head to bed at 3am after realising I wasn't so productive was even more naive of me because I'm still lying in bed trying to catch some sleep. For goodness sake, it's already 5am.

Help me. There's just too much caffeine.

Not sure how I got there

"Found myself at your door, just like all those times before, I’m not sure how I got there, all roads they lead me here."

Dear John

Really have the urge to dig out my throat and give it a good scratch. My throat is so itchy and sore at the same time that this irritation is giving me a very bad dry cough. Actually, I am not sure which came first and triggered the other but ugh... they don't go well together. Oh, and not to forget my flu too.

Hate being sick before and during the exam period, which is always the case. Looks like my body is always hinting to me how it hates exams. Oh, you have no idea how much i hate exams too.

That silly dream

I had one of the best dreams in my life today.

I rarely remember my dreams. I often can't recall my dreams straight after I had one and even if i can, I'd always remember only fragments of it. Bits and pieces only.

But this silly dream of mine, which is one that can make me smile for the whole day and one that I'll never forget in my life, ever.

And I love how it still remains in my mind.

The pain I will always remember

Having one of the most painful (physically) experience right now and I feel like dying. Couldn't really remember how this started until today and being brought back to those painful memories is a torture. I hope the pain will subside soon because I don't want to find myself going back into that horrible place where I would always get stares and comments from judgmental people.

Right now... reading your blog to assure myself that you will always be there for me is my comfort.

I. AM. PATHETIC.

Having the most terrible group study with three of my ex classmates for criminal procedure at the airport right now. What is a group study with 4 people sitting together and doing our own things? I can do this at home too.

Ugh. Save me.

You go girl!

It is lovely to see two friends becoming close and almost together. It is such a happy thing to witness. With all the teasing, I feel that we are all back at times when we were in primary and secondary levels. Things like these rarely happen in poly.

It is a weird combination but I am sure they will do fine. At least my friend now officially has a crush, something that is hard to imagine sometimes.

19th

"All you have to do is desire it, and if you desire it enough and understand why - really know - it will come."

-Page 19, The Lovely Bones

Wanderlust .