Last day of August today. Hip hip hooray!
August has been the suckiest month of 2014 yet, in fact it IS always the suckiest month. August has been terrible. I had went through 2 horrible weeks with a dearest friend, which led to my decision of deleting all kinds of apps that she could contact me with and I had all kinds of quarrels with my dear friend. I had went through a terrible month of seeing our loved one in and out of the hospital, and I am not even sure if our prayers are ever heard. (Pardon me) I had went through a terrible day (Haha, yes a day which I will not forget) of losing a friend without any reason which also led me to breaking all contacts with him. And, I had also lost myself.
I am like a lost puppy. In about two weeks, most of my coursemates, ex classmates, ex schoolmates, friends, etc, will be starting university. And here I am, working as a paralegal with so little pay, and I am still unsure if I would even have money to go to university. The worst thing is that I am now unsure if being a lawyer is what I really want to be. I've been googling stuff that I might be interested in. I've tried dancing, cooking, taking up language lessons, sports, blah blah blah and I am still not really sure what my passion is. I still love law. I do. But the path to being a lawyer is just so........... ugh.
Anyway August is really sucky and I think I might have an idea on what to do. But first, I shall stop writing on this page. I want something new. I think I will start what I might love to do on my new blog. It's funny how I always end my blog in the August period.
Goodbye. I've moved to here: http://desirefore.blogspot.com
