Goodbye February

As promised, this month has been well.

Coming up with a quote for a tattoo that my friend is about to do seems wrong but I ended up feeling really satisfied after countless of debates and discussions with him on the perfect quote. And yes, we finally agreed on one.

I can't help but to smile.

50 shades of grey

Currently reading the second book of this series. Sick book but I super duper love Christian Grey.

Glad the actors in the movie fit the look. CAN'T WAIT!!!

2.5 hours from that damn accounting paper. I couldn't even sleep last night being so worried for the paper and I feel like I am having a seriously bad hangover now. I have never been so worried for a paper and I have never did well for any of my accounting modules before.

Thought this would be an exception but I guess not... *cries*

My new irritating friend

CPA has been my best friend for the past week, and I can't wait to get rid of it after tomorrow's paper.

BOOHOO.

Read another great book

I don't know if "hurt" is the right word to describe my feelings, but I know now things have changed and we are not like how we used to be. I honestly miss our late night texts when you were... younger. I don't know. I don't like to see you growing up with such drastic change just because you have a girlfriend, whom you have never met before. I don't know how that is counted as a relationship but I just don't have the courage to tell you because well, all your past girlfriends were like that.

I told you I may leave and I was naive enough to think that you will at least convince me to stay. But I guess not...

But you know, I am always here for you, if you need me.

Hey you,

I can't believe this but I must admit I miss you. I miss our texts although I find them pretty irritating at times, especially when I am about to fall asleep.

I don't see you the same way as how you see me but after the past two weeks, I am now fully aware of where you stand.

I hope your heart is now well rested.

I hope you are well in heaven

The meanest bitch in the world

I can't stand all this bullshit anymore that I have resorted to asking my Indonesian friends to teach me how to hurl expletives at you. (And they refused to teach me)

Firstly, I would really like to say you are a slut. If you really like sleeping around that much to earn money, GO AHEAD AND I DON'T CARE. I hope you end up with many kinds of sexual diseases and I really hope you'll die from them. Sorry to sound so harsh but I think you are definitely a good riddance. The world needs to have lesser people like you to have fresher air. You are a waste of space.

Next, I would really appreciate it if I can stop waking up to your mean texts every single morning. Stop asking me to be the middleman because I have had enough. I don't want to be the person involved in your problems and conveying terrible messages to my father. I couldn't stand it anymore and I had to reply with a rude text. I hope you get the hint, bitch.

And lastly, you have no rights to call my father a bad husband and father because you are no better yourself. I don't even know if Edward is my half brother because you've been sleeping around. I can see how proud Edward would be to find his mother being a prostitute. I can see how he will grow in your loving arms filled with hatred and grudges.

STOP TEXTING ME, YOU BITCH.

Alright. I am done ranting. Back to sleep.

Her

Today, we watched Her.

I felt very disturbed after watching this movie. It is a very beautiful movie with a very meaningful plot to it. It is filled with so many beautiful quotes. It is so unique that it somehow connects me to the movie.

I don't know how often I feel this. It is a movie that makes me feel like I am in the main character's shoes. There is something sad to it and I can feel the sadness.

Such tragic love.

I feel like hugging and consoling the main character. )':

Two years

Yesterday was the best date of my life. I don't know how many times must I emphasise that to you.

Thanks for being by my side for two years. TWO ENTIRE YEARS! You've been the most tolerable boy I've known. I really admire how you always tolerate me for all the bitchy things I've said or did. Thank you for doing things with me, especially things you were not really fond of doing. Thank you for accompanying me in Audition when I am bored, thank you for watching all those romance movies with me and thank you for eating the horrible food that I cooked for you. I will learn, I promise.

You taught me how to love. Thank you for always wiping off my tears instead of panicking when I cry. You always know best on what to say to make me feel better. Well, most of the times. Thank you for appreciating me on who I really am. You are the only person who forces me to wear my spectacles although I find it damn ugly. Thank you for always paying for my meals when I am out of money. I feel really guilty that I am like spending your entire fortune on food for me. I should not eat so that you can afford to buy me my heart necklace right??!!

Okay, I was kidding.

It would take a million years to express my gratitude so I shall stop here. I love you darling. The sad thing is, you'll still have to tolerate my nonsense for many years to come.

Aww... :D

 I MADE IT TO FINALS!!!

I hope you know clearly what you are talking about because I don't want to find myself being so foolishly naive. I hope it's not a non-sober confession.

And I hope I know clearly how I feel too.

P.S. I Love You

No matter how many times I watch this movie, I'd always find myself sobbing at almost every scene of the movie.

Such a good movie. I really need to read the book.

Treasures

Caring and knowing are entirely different things.

I have friends who read my blog and are always curious about who I am indirectly talking about in my posts. Firstly, I admire their courage for telling me that they read my blog but I hate it when they ask the 'who' question. Thank you for asking, but how does that concern you? Does telling you who I am talking about convince you that I am doing alright?

I rarely have friends who read my blog and ask me the 'what happen' question. But today, one did. That is what I call caring.

Good friends are really hard to find. I have very few good friends but I am thankful for my bunch of good friends. They are really treasures.

Cheers to the end of lectures and tutorials  in our poly lives! I will definitely miss them. Can't believe 3 years just passed like that... )':

I dislike it so much when you always address me by that term. Does our friendship only stand at that? It makes me feel that I will only exist for that short period of time.

That's why, I am avoiding you.

My new bedtime story

http://neonfeatherlights.blogspot.sg/

Time to read my old blog like a storybook again. Lonely night.

496 posts, LEGGO!

I love you ♥

It took me weeks to realise what has been bothering me, how it has affected my mood every single day and how difficult it is to move on from something that has so much wonderful memories in it. I don't understand how this works. I really don't. I don't know how to walk away from something that I no longer have a share in.

But it's always there. It's always there to bother me somehow. I don't know what the reminder is. I don't know what I should discard. I have to act natural every day. I hate it so much.

Sometimes, I wish that there is something capable of erasing everything.

Hello February

The beginning of February has been good so far.

让我来介绍...

这两位帅哥是我的好朋友. 

其实他们也没有那么帅啦, 因为他们两个都 botak!

WHY THE HELL AM I TYPING IN CHINESE??!! DGSFSFASGSDGSFASFAFVSDGDGBSK.