I don't know if "hurt" is the right word to describe my feelings, but I know now things have changed and we are not like how we used to be. I honestly miss our late night texts when you were... younger. I don't know. I don't like to see you growing up with such drastic change just because you have a girlfriend, whom you have never met before. I don't know how that is counted as a relationship but I just don't have the courage to tell you because well, all your past girlfriends were like that.

I told you I may leave and I was naive enough to think that you will at least convince me to stay. But I guess not...

But you know, I am always here for you, if you need me.