I can't decide whether to be mad or sad that my parents are not supportive of my dreams. The reason why I chose this diploma is because I want to be a lawyer.
After learning from a coursemate that we are allowed to defer if we are accepted into a university, I seriously can't be more thrilled because I intended to earn my own money for expenses.
Today I was so happy to have come up with my lifetime plan, told my parents nicely about my plan and before I could even finish talking, my mother just cut me off by telling me indirectly that she is not going to pay a single cent.
First of all, I didn't even intend to use her money because my parents are money minded. Yes, I am serious. They are money minded. I've known all along that they will never fork out a single cent, and so that is why I won't even bother asking her for money. I replied nicely by telling her that I will take study loans, that's what almost everyone is doing. Before I can even explain the process, she shouted at me with all the stupid money talk again.
I was so mad at her because she don't understand. She doesn't listen. I just went to my room and cried. And the next best thing was that she came in my room and tried to convince me to not to go overseas and she kept saying she don't understand why I don't want to pursue law in Singapore.
That's it. After so many times of telling her how impossible it is for poly students to pursue law in Singapore and today's incident, I realised she don't listen. She's just like my father, whom she hates a lot. She's always complaining about my father and telling us that all he communicates with us are the 3 questions, 'have you eaten?', 'how's school?' and 'how are you?'. She's the same. The last time we had a real proper conversation was when I was in primary school.
I had enough. I am really sad to say that I don't have a loving family. And Yes. I've given up in school and my future. Goodbye.
After learning from a coursemate that we are allowed to defer if we are accepted into a university, I seriously can't be more thrilled because I intended to earn my own money for expenses.
Today I was so happy to have come up with my lifetime plan, told my parents nicely about my plan and before I could even finish talking, my mother just cut me off by telling me indirectly that she is not going to pay a single cent.
First of all, I didn't even intend to use her money because my parents are money minded. Yes, I am serious. They are money minded. I've known all along that they will never fork out a single cent, and so that is why I won't even bother asking her for money. I replied nicely by telling her that I will take study loans, that's what almost everyone is doing. Before I can even explain the process, she shouted at me with all the stupid money talk again.
I was so mad at her because she don't understand. She doesn't listen. I just went to my room and cried. And the next best thing was that she came in my room and tried to convince me to not to go overseas and she kept saying she don't understand why I don't want to pursue law in Singapore.
That's it. After so many times of telling her how impossible it is for poly students to pursue law in Singapore and today's incident, I realised she don't listen. She's just like my father, whom she hates a lot. She's always complaining about my father and telling us that all he communicates with us are the 3 questions, 'have you eaten?', 'how's school?' and 'how are you?'. She's the same. The last time we had a real proper conversation was when I was in primary school.
I had enough. I am really sad to say that I don't have a loving family. And Yes. I've given up in school and my future. Goodbye.
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