Because I was never there

Well, I am fully aware that your 'everyone' refers to me alone. I. Get. It. Why am I so affected so much by this?

And then this song had to come along, reminding me that maybe you don't exist at all. And then I realised how small I am. Do I only seek for your help in desperate times?

Today is officially the worst day of my life. I'm off to cry to sleep.