I think I am one who can't cope in society well. I am quiet. I dislike talking to strangers. I have the policy of only meeting people whom we have interacted with before, and not talking to strangers who randomly add us on Facebook or those who come up to us and ask us for our numbers. It's not that any of these usually happen to me. With my looks, nah... It will never happen.
Oh and talking about looks... I don't bother dressing up or dolling up. Majority of my clothes are what I bought during my secondary school days. I don't put make up. I don't bother looking nice when I go to school, which is something I still don't understand about other people - do you go to school to study or display your fashion sense?
I don't go drinking like how every legal person have already done. No, I have never been to clubs, pubs and bars.
I've always thought that I can cope well without being like everyone else. But no, majority of the kids in poly is like this. They fall in at least one of these categories. And if you talk to them and display your non interest for the things they have interest in, that's it. They judge you.
I've always been known as the quiet girl in school or some other freak whom no one dares to approach. Sometimes I'm also known as the person who mingles with nerds or losers in school. That's okay, really. I'm not hurt or anything. I don't care what people say.
I've always thought I'll be able to survive without being friends with all the cool kids.
Until last night when I saw something during work, it really hit me. People can actually climb up the ladder without working hard because of their social skills and looks. That is what really disgust me.
Does society really have to be this way? Or is that how we will all become after poly? Ugh. Really can't wait to finish poly and get away from these ugly people.
Oh and talking about looks... I don't bother dressing up or dolling up. Majority of my clothes are what I bought during my secondary school days. I don't put make up. I don't bother looking nice when I go to school, which is something I still don't understand about other people - do you go to school to study or display your fashion sense?
I don't go drinking like how every legal person have already done. No, I have never been to clubs, pubs and bars.
I've always thought that I can cope well without being like everyone else. But no, majority of the kids in poly is like this. They fall in at least one of these categories. And if you talk to them and display your non interest for the things they have interest in, that's it. They judge you.
I've always been known as the quiet girl in school or some other freak whom no one dares to approach. Sometimes I'm also known as the person who mingles with nerds or losers in school. That's okay, really. I'm not hurt or anything. I don't care what people say.
I've always thought I'll be able to survive without being friends with all the cool kids.
Until last night when I saw something during work, it really hit me. People can actually climb up the ladder without working hard because of their social skills and looks. That is what really disgust me.
Does society really have to be this way? Or is that how we will all become after poly? Ugh. Really can't wait to finish poly and get away from these ugly people.
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